trials!

it's EXAM week! two papers down. another three more to go :) today, we had 15 people during prayer meeting. YAY!! :) itz amazing. HEHE. and we had a good time of prayer. After prayer, the others left, me and my classmates stayed back in Chapel to sing! woots! we had a way fun time! SINGING, LAUGHING, PLAYING.. awesome time together :) cause none of us had any papers at 11am. Praise God for giving me goody friends!

Am back home now. I wana go for my run really badly! but I think it's gonna rain. I'm still praying that somehow the sun will shine, and the dark clouds will go away. shoo shoo! LOL. I LOVE RUNNING btw. and later gonna cover accounts subject. STUDY, STUDY, STUDY! whee.. another amazing day to live, be glad and rejoice :)

It's not only my study's trials though. I've been going through much tough times. and I think God has been speaking to me bout it. He spoke thru my CF president's sharing on how we ought to rejoice in times of trials. be thankful for it! and its not always about getting over trials and tribulations, its the outcome that matters. at the end of the day, did you change and become a better person? or are you still the same? and today, during morning devo, i also learn that when you ask God to purify you, be READY for trials and tough times! cause that is how we will be purified. refined like gold and silver. through heat and fire.

I realise God is refining me. It sure is a tough time. Feeling so near to Him, yet so far. Wanting to draw closer, yet its like, there's a wall in between us :( It's truly trying. and many a times, i wana give up. But with all these sharings, I am encouraged to press on! There is always a reason for everything. God is in control. I will keep trusting YOU Lord. Teach me and mould me, to be more like Jesus. more of you Lord, less of me.

TRIALS! x)